Last night, I cried in front of my mom. It's been awhile since I've cried in front of her, actually. Approximately a year or so.
Why must I say this dreary news upon you? Because I felt like so. Because the person who I can reach out to doesn't even remember to even talk to me about it.
The sad thing is that I knew this would happen, but I allowed myself to believe him. Stupid me, but what else is new?
It's been awhile since I've been selfish in family matters, so bear with me. However, I know that you might dislike the discussion of family matters when you have your own. So, I'll cut it short.
I had jello today, it was great. There's also the fact that I'm going to visit my grandfather soon. I'm happy about that. Very happy, actually. I miss them a lot.
Oh, I cut my foot yesterday. I have a habit of doing that. The band-aid got loose so I'll have to replace it, but at least the lotion is doing what it's suppose to do.
Theeeeeeen I found another cut on my other foot today. Curse my soft feet.
I am bored still, but less than yesterday. The boredom was taken by an empty feeling, if I'm honest. An empty stomach that is, haha! (Although I do feel empty on the inside. Just a little.) Gosh I'm hungry, but I don't feel like getting up and making rice. The struggle, it seems.
My brother keeps on breaking his grounding rules (no playing on the laptop, IPhone, and IPad unless it's for educational reasons) but I'm unsure whether or not to address it to my mom. Since he gives me terrible glares when I do. He's acting like the younger sibling rather than an older one.
Enough bad mouthing about him though. I saw, well, I heard some birds the other day. Crows, to be exact. They're so cute.
Did you know that crows mate for life? Also, did you know that even after they leave the nest, crows still visit their parents? They also construct their own languages to talk to one another! Fascinating.
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